Thursday, September 8, 2011

QOTD:

Never just MEET someone's expectations, always EXCEED them.

Song of the Day

MELISSA POLINAR - I'M READY
"I'm ready to try falling apart, right into your arms.
I'm ready for you to take my heart,
And tell me that I'm yours, then I'll be alright.
THERE'S NO TURNING BACK,
I'm ready this time."

Perfection

     So, as most of you know or have noticed... I now have a girlfriend. Let me rephrase that, a NEW girlfriend. LOL. On my blog, she goes by the name RC. Everything about this relationship is NEW & DIFFERENT and I'm loving every fucking second of it!! The emotional connection I have with this girl is unbelievable and it's more than I could ever ask for. The only downside to this whole thing, is that I can't physically have her with me on a day-to-day basis. Yes, I'm in a long distance relationship. Like I said, something new & different..lol. But to be quite honest with you... I like it!! I mean, it's taking some time getting used to but I think this is what I need for now. It'll give me some balance of having what I want and at the same time also focus on my priorities here before I could fully jump and commit into making any major decisions with her, and vice versa. The times we have spent being apart talking and getting to know each other tho, has been worth everything, plus more. Mentally, Intellectually, Emotionally, and Personality wise.....hands down..just total PERFECTION!! And physically..that's just icing on the cake.
     I can't express enough how lucky, and fortunate, and BLESSED I am to have come across someone like RC. Although, we did meet in the most unconventional way.....and really, it all seems normal for us. Every decision that we've made so far just felt right. And everything that we we have planned since day one is slowly...SLOWWWLY..lol, but surely is falling in place. Overall, I can't complain. At this point in my life, I am very happy. No words can explain. JUST HAPPY. I can't wait for her to come visit me and meet few of my closest friends. I'm counting down the days.....22 days from today to be exact, lol. Just to feel her next to me and to spend every second, of every minute, of every hour of the day that she's here... I can only imagine how it would be. All I know now, is that time cannot go by any faster until that day, and once she's here...I know that there will never be enough time in the world for us to spend together. :( It's gonna be tough, but we both know this. All we can really do is let faith take its course and us take each day as it comes and make the most of it. One thing I know for sure is that, I never want this feeling to go away...


"So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. And we're going to have to work at this everyday. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday." 
-The Notebook