Sunday, August 21, 2011
Open Heart, Open Mind....
So last night, I came to a realization, and pretty much just snapped the fuck out of it!! LOL..REALLY!! I snapped out of this emotional rollercoaster that I've been in for a while now. For actually way longer than I thought. So here it is..I thought about this all day, and I think that I want to start dating again. Am I ready you ask?? YES, MOST DEFINITELY!! Not that I've ever really dated, but after my recent breakdown, to be quite honest... it was just the closure I needed to finally MOVE THE FUCK ON!! lol I've been unhappy for way too long and have tried to make it work, over and over again and it's just NOT happening.. (apparently!!). And obviously, me hiding a rock and trying to deal with my emotions on my own isn't working so well to my advantage. It has made me realize a lot about myself tho, and it has made me more numb to bullshit. It's also made me realize how mentally strong I am to be sooooo emotionally and pathetically low and allow to bring myself out of that. Mainly all on my own, but not without the help of a few <---- [[key word..few]] awesome friends (you guys know who you are!!). You guys are theeee BEST!! THANK YOU!!!
I'm trying this whole dating thing with an open heart, and an open mind! How do you even "date"?!?! LOL But yea...I want this to be a positive experience for me. I want to share my awesomeness to the whole entire world!!!! LOL...not really, but I do want to have fun. I want to meet new people, be stress and drama free and who knows...I may run into that "one" person who could possibly sweep me off my feet again. However, I'm going into this without any expectations WHATSOEVER. Expectations only lead to disappointments anyway. But I will set my standards high. Afterall, we all deserve to be the best and have the best. I'm pretty excited and nervous about this new adventure in my life...but I know it will open up a whole 'nother world for me to discover, and I know I know this will be good. I can feel it. <3
Goodnight world!
_missrica
-Never expect, never assume, never ask, and never demand. Just let it be. Because if it's meant to be, it will happen the way you want it to.
I'm trying this whole dating thing with an open heart, and an open mind! How do you even "date"?!?! LOL But yea...I want this to be a positive experience for me. I want to share my awesomeness to the whole entire world!!!! LOL...not really, but I do want to have fun. I want to meet new people, be stress and drama free and who knows...I may run into that "one" person who could possibly sweep me off my feet again. However, I'm going into this without any expectations WHATSOEVER. Expectations only lead to disappointments anyway. But I will set my standards high. Afterall, we all deserve to be the best and have the best. I'm pretty excited and nervous about this new adventure in my life...but I know it will open up a whole 'nother world for me to discover, and I know I know this will be good. I can feel it. <3
Goodnight world!
_missrica
-Never expect, never assume, never ask, and never demand. Just let it be. Because if it's meant to be, it will happen the way you want it to.
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